tonight was a struggle. there was a long pause while the other actor completely forgot their lines and i could not for the life of me figure out something to say or another of my lines to skip to. i felt like 10 seconds of d e a d silence, but it was more like 4 or 5.
even though i wasn't nervous last night i think there was more of a charge that i got from the audience than i was aware of. i actually think tomorrow night may be the worst in terms of nerves and best in terms of energy and spirit of the cast. i hope. people who i carecarecare about will be there. eden, bimi, nasrin, more? the stakes will be high to keep me focused make it be the best (please?). and it will be the end of a short little run.
more random, sleep tinged thoughts
i'm even more tired today.
enjoyed spending time with some of the cast afterwards.
i adore maggie...i mean, jen.
looking forward to sleeping in as long as i want tomorrow.
want to wear the red dress.
want to do my best.
need a new job.
need to do better at my current job.
got flowers delivered for the first time ever. e v e r. and they are gorgeous.
they smell even better. lillies. lillies. lillies.
i keep on having de ja vu on the set. has happened three times. pretty surrreal and vivid.
already miss working on the play and with the cast.
want tomorrow to be spot on.
zzzzz.
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