a good sign

i had nightmares last night.
i was on this really tall bridge. miles up.
it was narrow too. and i had to get down, but the ladder down was too long.
i kept putting it off. again and again.
and the rail i clung to as my lifeline wasn't steady.
i pushed it one way and the next. looking down.
scared, but not as terrified as i would have imagined.

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and today i sent the email i wasn't sure i could send.
{even if i'm wrong} the case is closed.

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fin.

currently listening to: lyla - cocorosie