notes from an insomniac

caffeine induced insomnia. oolong tea, you betrayed me. anxiety. earthquake predictions for seattle. a ceiling crumbling on top of me. disconnection lies on the other side of silence.

is this just my body rebelling against my attempts to give it the sleep it's needed these past six months or are darker truths making their way to the surface under the light of the nearly full moon?

sleep, please be my friend. courage is failing me and confidence has turned her back on me so at the very least you can give me a warm embrace.