here we go

alone for the first time today about to head out on a drive to housesit. the perfect venue for a listen to the long awaited radiohead album.

and for some reason, i find myself reluctant. hesitantly peering over the edge. they haven't let me down yet, but what if they start now? it's hard to ask so much from even the gods in your life.

my heart is open. aching already but alive and grateful.

i will catch you on the other side.