3.24.2010

abundance

[uh-buhn-duhns}
-noun

1. an extremely plentiful or oversufficient quantity or supply: an abundance of grain.
2. overflowing fullness: abundance of the heart.
3. affluence; wealth: the enjoyment of abundance.


i keep on having dreams of abundance.
the first, right around the time i took the course on manifesting intentions, was one that evoked pure amazement and joy in the dream. it was a strange one to recount since it involved me using a breast pump, which is a sign that my job surrounded by breast feeding and pumping women is finally sinking in to the psyche. anyway, in the dream, i was pumping but it wasn't the watery, pale substance i know is what makes up a human mother's milk, but this rich, pure white milk {think half and half like qualities} that was not only filling up but overfilling the containers i was using to collect the milk in.

the second and third, both of which are from the last month or so {and the second from this past weekend}, featured me finding money. lots of it. wads and piles of it. and it was as much surprising and joyful as the experience of seeing the radiant whiteness of my milk pour out from me and so generously and easily. the second of the two dreams also included a moment's glimpse of my current wallet {dearly beloved with yellow leather, also but in dire need of some minor repairs and major cleaning or flat our replacing} in the trash. it was a very clear and final glimpse and i'm still rather inclined not to try for the repair/clean option but just keep my eye out for its replacement.

as for the theme of abundance in my waking life, well, that's been a little harder for me to manifest as effortlessly. after starting off on this surge of energy coming from the intentions workshop i completed, most days i feel like i'm lugging a huge dead weight up hill.

but i slug on. one heavy step after another. and in the meantime trying to trust the clear evidence that i'm only doing better and better in life and only moving getting to where i want to go
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