7.12.2009

living in an igloo

last night it was a dream about your daughter.
she was a little yellow rabbit,
minuscule and soft just quietly nestled in the cup of my left hand.

i was earnestly telling her that i could in fact live in an igloo
but only if i had adequate clothing,
{i envisioned many layers of sweaters, jackets, gloves, scarves}
a warm campfire with endless amounts of {homemade} marshmallows
and a vat of hot chocolate.

that's all the dream had for me,
but i can still see her in the palm of my hand
hoovering.
perhaps a little timid, but bright and vivid
with buttery-colored fur and restless whiskers.

and i sense in my response a desire to give her the answer she wants to hear:
that i am adventuresome and willing to live in an igloo.
that i am interesting and willing to live in an igloo.
that i am whatever it is {i am not quite sure} she's looking for.

and then i silence my criticism and realize that i'm just willing to play.
to enter into her world of fantasy where life in an igloo is a feasibility.
in which case, what would i really need to survive?
my creature comforts because i know i can't stand too much cold
and a few frivolities to make it exciting and something i would have daydreamed as a child.

so there you have it, my dears,
{all three of you}
yes,
i would live in an igloo.

3 comments:

cwth said...

i have yet to talk to her about what why she asked her question...you realize that you'd be the only one all bundled up in that igloo, yes? although we'd all try our best to keep your warm...a question:

you said it came to you in the morning, the dream that is?

the fact that we could have very well been laughing while you were still in a dreamstate is even more astonishing now

nathania tenwolde said...

yes, the possibility of simultaneous dreaming and playing with a little rabbit occurred to me. oh, blessed kismet.

nathania tenwolde said...

i didn't say that well, but you know what i meant.