8.10.2008

bad dreams

betrayal. i had a dream my ex was with someone else while he was with me. the woman was being elusive about when exactly the two of them got together (and perhaps they were still together in the dream), but i read between the lines and knew he had cheated on me. she was smug. they are always smug in the dreams - well, the two that i've had of him being with other women. achingly vicious women.

i woke up with a bad taste in my mouth and a revival of disappointment. it all came out of nowhere (or everywhere) to haunt me today and i just want to put it down again - sweep it under the rug.




currently listening to: radiohead and the eraser in preparation for the radiohead concert in a week and a half!!!!

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